two more days until i move in.

so the time is fast approaching when i make the 11hr trip up north to a college campus that i will spend four years of my life at. And i have not even packed yet. so many things are coming at me at many different directions. i havd been through so many things in the past couple of days and i have more to come. As i am planning to start to pack in a couple of hours a couple of things come on my mine what will i take with me., how are my roomates are they friendly. Will i make new firends as fast as i made the ones in high school. i know high school and college are complty different because in college u are on ur own away from your family until the holidays and in high school you are in constant connection with your family. They watch your every move making sure you dont slipp p on anything you do.

countdown to college

As i comer closer to summer their are a couple of things i am starting to realize. I am no longer a kid but i am a adult abou to be thrown into the world of adulthood. And i am also going to a very far school which happens to be about 200miles from where i live. Some people have asked me why choose a school so far away from home. And my only answer that i have come up with is that i really want to learn how to be a lone and learn how not to be dependet upon my mother. i had a older brother who has went to college before me and had to come back because he could not make it. i saw hurt my mother and the rest of my family was and i didmt want my college experince be like that so i chose schools far from my home because i thought that was one of the reasons why my brother had to come home. So i am determine to go to college and gradurate from college in 4 years.